The world is a burden. Most people when you deal with them make it even more so. It is in the essence of their beings to be such. Not because of a particular reason just because they don’t seek else. The world is harsh enough per se to not make it any more than that. Most will never understand.

After a decade & a half of working & being out of debt I should have proudly said that is the way to do it. Only there was one more element necessary. To capitalise on the already created works, take it to wealth building & thriving. Which for a variety of reasons did not happen very few within my control.

It is a later October day & temperature is as in June . That is abnormal.

I think of the reasons I drive myself & they are justified. I also question why others don’t question & change more. But I am not imposing upon them my views & ways nor should they.

Olivia

I used to keep dried flowers, I still do.

Somehow their tiny fragile figures in the vases I place them add to the sense that too often fragility & delicacy forgotten in the run for many things are as important as anything else.

The world in which many find their own today with it’s raw concrete & heinous unnatural shapes is of a materialism which forgets that beauty is ephemeral delicate & immaterial.

Understandably for many this might seem difficult.

If they ever cared about anything else than the standardized norm….

I have stopped trying to change the world & it’s ways. Nobody really tried either. Each was supposed to understand & do the changes so they never did. But there are defenses that need be upheld to prevent the ugly side of life prevailing. Not many would understand or accept that there is alot of ugly underneath. Just keeping alive what is worth it .

Olivia